Adrenaline Shot

I ish going to relocate. To tumblr, that is. Guess it's more user-friendly there (: I can reblog cool things easier actually. So tata for now.

See ya on the other side/site (:

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This song had been stuck in my head all day long and I'm not sure why.  Maybe cuz it's just really sweet, and sad. I guess most of us would be able to relate to this feeling at one point or another- that aching bittersweetness that you get when you look at him, or her. But it's something we all grow out of- for me at least- as practicality and good sense take over. Or it can just mean that our hearts are putting up walls after finally realising that the damage it's been taking is far more than it can handle. So while waiting for this construction to be complete, let's just give over to the final moments of the erratic rhythm of one's foolish glass heart.

I've got nothing left to say where you're concerned. That's that then.

I'm letting this go.

Aww... one of my favourite quotes from Wuthering Heights.

I guess I've got nothing much to say about Valentine's Day except to hope that everyone out there would be able to find a kind of love that would make them happy, a kind that they would cherish, the kind that would light up the darkest corners of their hearts and the kind that would heal the broken pieces of their soul. As for me, I'm still waiting for the kind that would take my breath away. Whether that day would come remains to be seen. But one thing's for certain.

Hell if I'm counting on it.

Happy Valentine's Day! (: <3

It is slightly after 12 now, and I guess I can say that my work for the day is DONE. Chinese New Year, or Tet, as my people would call it, had ceased to have any real meaning at all ever since I came here. Sure, there are perks that still make this occasion distinctive, say red packets or the goodies (my favourite perk actually) but without the rest of my family here, things just aren't the same. So why bother? I'd like to ask my mom that as she bustles around the house, tutting at the slightest unpresentable thing and having deemed it of utmost importance, sets about stressing herself as to how she could best right it. And right it she did- so much that I too, was dragged into this unrelenting campaign of hers. And willing party I was not. For the past 7 years, I've come to associate Chinese New Year with unnecessary exploitations of my labour ( I do exaggerate, but still) and little else. And so of course today was exciting as hell. There I was, happy as a clam, laying out the millionth table cloth and dusting the next three thousand counters until the prospect of love letters and almond cookies ceased to be effective in their reprising roles (for 7 years running) as bribes. Well almost, that is. I couldn't possibly just leave her to it, doesn't matter if I give a damn whether the table cloth looks crooked from certain angles. She's my mom, she likes being sadomasochistic, come hell or high water, I'd have to be just that with her too. So damn.

Sorry for the rant but I guess that was where all the swear words I've been holding in all day went to. Now I feel better (:

I've got some stuff floating round in my head about V Day but I have a feeling my brain- eyes- fingers coordination is about to bail out on me soon. So off to bed I am. More tomorrow (:

" You're a heart heart heart heartbreaker"

It's so hard to express what you want to conceal.

And even harder to conceal what you want to express.

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She's so cuteeeeeee ><

(:

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HAHAHA

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This has got to be the cutest panda I've ever seen! <3<3<3

I don't know if you know that I know that you know. Do you?

Sick routine to the the sexiest song ever.

... that's what my heart says

But I know,

deep in the recesses of my mind

that nothing is uncomplicated

where you're concerned-

where I'm concerned.

I miss you the very moment you're out of sight.

Or do I?

:( + :) = <3 ?

... That's what our item for chinese new year is now called. I hope I won't get stoned for suggesting it. Don't know why I was called for this in the first place, maybe someone who's better at naming stuff should have been asked instead. Oh well, we can always change it ( I hope) should anyone have any violent objections or repulsion to said name. But seriously, Euphoric Expression? Okay, I was under considerable stress and just wanted to get back to cleaning steps- but what the hell was I thinking?

Things were kinda rough the day before yesterday. I seriously thought  I'd lose someone really dear to me. Thank god we're alright now. I don't know what made me say what I said but I guess everything was just accumulating till that one moment when I hit breaking point. But this one incident really made me realise just how dear she is to me. Love you, Rachie <3 (:

So many things had been getting me down lately I don't even know where to start. But I guess you're the one, or rather, the things I feel for you, are the things that get me down the most. And the fact that you're so oblivious to it makes it worse, and makes it better. That's the way it is when it comes to how I feel about you- contradictory, like the way you can make me laugh and then make me feel like crying in a matter of moments. I should learn to not let you affect me so much. It's scary how the smallest thing can mean the most to me when it comes to you, as scary as the things I'd be willing to do, or give up, for you.

"Tell me what to do

I think I've fallen for you."